| Sometimes you can spend your whole life waiting for that one person, but when you do its that feeling you cant get rid of. Its that feeling where no matter what happens your going to care for her no matter what, where everytime you hear her name or hear her ringtone you cant help but smile. The feeling where you know you've found your bestfriend, where if something went wrong you know she'd make your world alright. Its that thing where just her smile can turn the worst day ever into a day youll never forget. Some say it wasnt long, but some were wrong. The time i spent with her in my arms, laughing and playing. Tickling and hugging. Sunsets which you could barley see unless you had UV glasses on lol. The stupid little fights that make you laugh in the end. The cute little things she says at night or the times she tucked you in because you were too intoxicated to do it yourself and scared of fruit bats lol. Or that little but amazing first date staring into the sky debating on which stars are orions belt till 2:30 in the morning, staring striaght into the eyes of one of gods most beautiful creations, wanting to press your lips against hers and hold her close. It was the little cute things, like the ducks that kept melting lol, the little drawings of our names, or the bull lol when shes mad, that to a normal peson may seem so stupid but to someone in love means the world. Living life ive found out someone can be there and then in just a sec their life could be gone, some people lose sense of that and seem to take things for granted at which im guilty for, she meant the world and i took her for granted. Ive realized sometimes in life people make mistakes, and everyone deserves a second chance. I expirenced something that id never felt before, smiling all the way to her house, speeding because i couldnt wait to see her face even though we jsut saw each other, i could go on for days but, I fell in love with a girl named tiffnay lyn way. I know life in general for her has been a roller coaster, and maybe has lead to some bad decisions that she only sees as right. One thing i know is i am going to be here till that decision ends, i love her to death. Some people say they'd die for someone and most of the time its a lie, but for her id lay my life down so she woulnt feel one ounce of pain. I value her life more than ive ever valued anything. Ive tried to unlove you, ive tried to forget what we had, wash all those memories away, i cant. I cant unlove her. Shes my everything. When things turn bad and no one seems to be around, ill be there. Ill drive thousands of miles just to feel her precious lips. Id climb moutains. People may think this a kid that is jsut depressed and will eventually move on, but you people are wrong. Ive expirenced much more than this, and i know for a fact shes worth every tear, worth every word of this post. I find myself praying at night that she made it home safe, praying i might cross her mind just once and maybe she will give me that second chance. I will always love you tiffnay lyn. You are my everything. I could never thank you for the things youve helped me thru, the obstacles youve helped me overcome and insecurities ive beat because of you. You make me a better person when im with you, ive grown so much in just the time ive been with you and away from you. I knew the moment i layed eyes on you back in t.a. that you were something special, and come to find out you were the most amazing part of my life. Even my parents saw it everytime i got a text all id do is smile. Ill be here tiff by yourside forever and help you thru anything you need. I love you with every inch of my heart. I hope we can forgive and start this over one day cus without you im lost. You make my world alright. I could write for days but i cant seem to find the words that explain her and how much she means. If i could take back all the bad things i would cus id do anything to hold you in my arms again. Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. |
